Dovey, I apologize.
I am sorry for blowing up your phone on whatever day i did I really don't remember.
You are an amazing person and when we hung out you were even better. Mostly cuz you were around my greatness.
I'm sorry you thought of us as something more then a friendship. I told you from the jump we needed time to grow, but I also know you had ALOT of shit going on and needed somebody for support, and thru all of your shit, I was 100% down for you.
I was honest when I said you can live with me, honest when I said I'd drop everything and live in a van with you, honest when I said I'd buy you an Escalade, and honest about moving down there. The moving part is mostly about the job tho.
Look, I know we hit it off as friends, and with us blocking each other on everything you are using the BG to get your daily Kevin fix. It's ok, boo. I get it.
All the evil "Kevin's lurid PI" you magically found, I told you about all of it. If you didn't listen, idk what to say.
But every single outburst I had was over the Switch. You knew wtf was up, and yeah, WE needed smokes that day, but you also needed scripts filled and that was the main reason. Don't twist things around cuz I was there with you in the hospital and I saw what you were going thru then actually went thru the same shit myself. I don't regret doing it at all.
No, I don't trust you, that's why if we were gon have a relationship it needed time. But dropping everything for you just wasn't in the cards. You have way too much shit going on in your head and I live a certain type of lifestyle that doesn't mesh well with yours. You talk about me being a liar, honey, your a liar too. A bad one.
I'm done with this shit. I've moved on, hun. You've said some really fucked up things, not that I didn't, that I will never forget. Deep down, no offense, I see thru the bullshit facade you try and portray. I know the real you, and that's nobody I want in my life even has a friend.
So, have fun with your life. And moving forward, don't think everything I post is about you. It's not. If I make a reference to something on a podcast just remember we actually did hang out and have a moment here and there. You knew going in what I do, so don't act all surprised.
And if you really sent the switch, thank you.
